I am on the conference call for the last move of Control Budget. I am confident it will be fine, but alas this marks an end of an era. I mean three and a half years on this thing and in a few weeks it will be handed off to the Indians and poof... it's gone. Relief and a cat like sense of purring pleasure for a job done as well as it could (given the adversity needed to over come) but a sense of confusion and loss at what to do now? Design work for a fake project so DK and prove something to someone and maybe keep us developing? Do I quit and find a new job? Do I try and move to a different team?

I think I will miss the autonomy and leadership position (and powers) the most. I was someone forging my own destiny and getting it done my way. Oh fuck I quoted Frank Sinatra. This isn't a good sign.