It's amazing.. I am at the cusp of paying off all long term debit, and here I am spending moolah not even received! I figure tax refund plus side job should clear the slate, but I hear a sad story of a possible eviction and a sad face and I am here to say 'why sure.. if you need three hundo to cover some rent for the month I think I can make due..'.

There goes the plans for an up-to-date cell phone.. there goes the plans of fleeing the country for a week.. Fucking a.

While those things are relatively immaterial it would be nice to coast out the last of the debt and be done with it. The Five-Plus-Year-Plan would have worked out a head of clockwork.

At least I have my Alice in Chains ticket for May.

Damn it all.