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FFS - it happened again. It is starting to harken back to weird panic I feel in nightmares. I wasn't sure if I was going to hurl or something.. my occasional dejavu is never this violent in reaction.

This better not be some super duper bad omen shit..

Wow.. It must have been an odd visual queue or something, but that sort of oddly triggered near panic attack/gut twisting fear of something surrounding that moment was crazy.

I got up and had to take a lap outside and it still is bugging me.

I just got a nauseating wave fear and deja vu.. what the hell is this about?

July 25th it was Filter (with Helmet and Local H) at the Socal.. 90+ degrees and super duper humid...
September 11th it was Offspring and Bad Religion's final stop for the Summer National's tour at Stirr in the rain and cold..

Ha!

Let's see. That's two.. there was Alice in Chains earlier at Stirr.. Rancid earlier in the year from that.. Motley Cru and Alice Cooper later..

No Pearl Jam.. ugh.. expensive.

I was goaded out of my old man rut and pushed into getting my Offspring and Bad Religion ticket. One hell of a show - even with the drizzle. This was the laura/brett/audrey contingent, and some how I was able to find them in the throng of people.

Great tunes, fun stage performance, but being the last show of their tour you could tell they were all a little worn out.

On the plus side as I was coming up to the show I saw some lady being hauled out by CB PD. Hahaha.. a little too much cheer and anti-authoritarian vibes for her.

It was confirmed.. one of my super duper good friend couples is blowing town and moving to the sunshine state. Like in a month. Fuckity fuck fuck FUCK. I guess T's last day at his job is today.. A's been on a more relaxed roll of her job.

Now who the fuck am I going to see movies with, get comics with, be harassed by furry parrots, and so on?!

God damn it.. change sucks.

quotes from here http://www.nemoequipment.com/25-inspiring-nature-quotes-to-make-you-want-to-go-outside-and-explore-nature/

“I believe that there is a subtle magnetism in Nature, which, if we unconsciously yield to it, will direct us aright.” –Henry David Thoreau

“In the presence of nature, a wild delight runs through the man, in spite of real sorrows.” –Ralph Waldo Emerson

“Forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and winds long to play with your hair.” –Kahli Gibran

“Keep close to Nature’s heart… and break clear away, once in a while, and climb a mountain or spend a week in the woods. Wash your spirit clean.” –John Muir

“I go to nature every day for inspiration in the day’s work.” –Frank Lloyd Wright

“Nature gives to every time and season some beauties of its own.” –Charles Dickens

“Wilderness is not a luxury but necessity of the human spirit.” –Edward Abbey

“Choose only one master – Nature” –Rembrandt

“The richness I achieve comes from Nature, the source of my inspiration.” –Claude Monet

“The sun does not shine for a few trees and flowers, but for the wide world’s joy.” –Henry Ward Beecher

“We do not see nature with our eyes, but with our understandings and our hearts.” –William Hazlett

“Afoot and lighthearted I take to the open road, healthy, free, the world before me.” –Walt Whitman

“There is pleasure in the pathless woods. There is rapture on the lonely shore. There is society where none intrudes, by the deep sea and music in its roar. I love not man the less, but Nature more.” –Lord Byron

“I go to Nature to be soothed and healed, and to have my senses put together.” –John Burroughs

“You don’t have to sit outside in the dark. If, however, you want to look at the stars, you will find that darkness is necessary. But the stars neither require nor demand it.” –Annie Dillard

“The earth has music for those who listen.” –William Shakespeare

“There is a way that nature speaks, that land speaks. Most of the time we are simply not patient enough, quiet enough, to pay attention to the story.” –Linda Hogan

“Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.” –Albert Einstein

“He is richest who is content with the least, for content is the wealth of nature.” –Socrates

“Come forth into the light things, let nature be your teacher.” –William Wordsworth

“It is not so much for its beauty that the forest makes a claim upon men’s hearts, as for that subtle something, that quality of air that emanation from old trees, that so wonderfully changes and renews a weary spirit.” –Robert Louis Stevenson

“Earth and sky, woods and fields, lakes and rivers, the mountain and the sea, are excellent schoolmasters, and teach of us more than we can ever learn from books.” –John Lubbock

“Like music and art, love of nature is a common language that can transcend political or social boundaries.” –Jimmy Carter

“Woodland in full color is awesome as a forest fire, in magnitude at least, but a single tree is like a dancing tongue of flame to warm the heart.” –Hal Borland

“Perhaps the truth depends on a walk around the lake.” –Wallace Stevens